Title: Gratitude and Growth: A Journey Through Self-Discovery
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Chapter 1: The Power of Words
I want to start by expressing my heartfelt appreciation to each of you for following my journey and engaging with my writing. It’s truly remarkable to have a platform where I can share my thoughts and feelings, allowing anyone to discover and read them. This experience has been a refreshing contrast to the often contentious conversations prevalent on much of the internet.
Medium has significantly impacted my life, even though I've only penned 20 articles over the past two years. Whenever I'm in a challenging place, I return to the poetry and stories of others, delving into their words to rediscover my motivation. In these last two years, which have felt overwhelmingly difficult, I've found strength in the insights of strangers whose paths I’ve never crossed.
Thus, I want to extend my gratitude to all of you. Your expressions have reignited my drive, helping me piece together the fragments of my life. Since 2020, I've accomplished things I once deemed impossible. I've worked on a farm with animals, moved out of my mother's home, and maintained a job at a local movie theater for nearly a year. I began as an usher, transitioned to the concession stand, and have recently stepped into the kitchen, where I've been appointed Kitchen Manager. I never imagined I could achieve such milestones, especially given my struggle with essential tremors.
Section 1.1: A Personal Struggle
I haven't previously disclosed my condition, but I do have essential tremors. Growing up, I faced challenges with carrying items, writing, and performing tasks that required steady hands. This struggle severely impacted my self-esteem, particularly when others pointed out my difficulties. I've been actively working to overcome the anxiety associated with using my hands in front of others, and I can confidently say that I’ve made progress—I now train others in cooking.
Subsection 1.1.1: Embracing My Journey
Section 1.2: Finding My Place
Accepting that I cannot change the way my hands function has been a long journey. For years, I lived without caring about my future, feeling unworthy of attention. However, immersing myself in countless articles about individuals facing their own darkness and overcoming obstacles has guided me to a place where I'm pursuing my passions. I genuinely enjoy my role as Kitchen Manager, and I owe this newfound fulfillment to the Medium community.
Chapter 2: The Importance of Community
As you navigate moments of doubt, remember that there are countless individuals on this platform who have crafted thousands of articles filled with wisdom and support, affirming your worth.
I wish you all a wonderful day, and thank you for being part of this journey.
- Donia